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“The world is a great mirror. It reflects back to you what you are. If you are loving, if you are friendly, if you are helpful, the world will prove loving and friendly and helpful to you. The world is what you are.”

Thomas Dreier

(credit for the image x)

I don’t have the heart to write the rest in English.

Mes yeux pleurent. Ils pleurent tous seuls. Quelle bonne manière pour finir le dimanche. Je suis seule dans le lit. Quelle bonne idée que de partir pour trois jours voir sa mère.

Je n’arrive pas a croire qu’il ne sera plus là. Non pas que je le voyais souvent, ça devait même faire au moins sept ans qu’on ne s’était pas vu. Et il ne se rappelait plus quand j’appelais ces derniers temps.

Je n’ose pas imaginer dans quel état ma mère doit se trouver en ce moment. C’était son père après tout, malgré tous les désaccords qui ont pu les opposer. C’était son dernier parent en vie.

Une crise cardiaque… Comme quoi on faisait quand même partie de la même famille. Quelle ironie.

J’en peux plus. Je suis fatiguée de tout ça, de cette façade que je vais devoir afficher demain. Je suis fatiguée. Et je vais avoir du mal à fermer l’œil cette nuit.

J’en peux plus…







Every. Single. One

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Hey this is really true and see it will work for you too

If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1….

If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2…

If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3…

If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4…

If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5…

If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r number 6…

If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r number 7…

If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8…

If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9…

Number 1

You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, Famous person… always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views
And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.

If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too…

Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children… You are pioneer, independent & original…

Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

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Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. You are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.

Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).

If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, any Artistic business people!

You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or Vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of Your family…You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!

Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

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Number 3

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. So wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hardwork! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others.

Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone’s attitude then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others.

Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won’t be long.. you will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it’s over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will
be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow.

You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

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Number 4

You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power.. Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do… So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!!

Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing… but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs.

But you will take care of your family very well…All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too..

You are radical, patient, persistent,a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order…

Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

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Number 5

You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks “lets do this”. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity..

You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!

Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

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Number 6 are born to enjoy.. You don’t care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love.

You are lovable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kind of looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family & friends .

If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further…

Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5 !!!
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Number 7

You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above.

You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life.

Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime.

It’s probably the Lord given you all sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok?

You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!

Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!
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Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say “this is what”.
You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life.

The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help others.

Well. once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as :
the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents.

You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter!

Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!
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Number 9

Hey…you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally… You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.

You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.

Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.

Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.

Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate.

You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice.

You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.

Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

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Hm... Let's do... All of them!! *throws confetti*

rainy-raindrops you seem to be the only one interested in me \(^ω^\) you’re the only one asking these.

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. 

Well, I was at the theater with BF, and it was in the middle of the week so he was staying at my place (I was living by my Mom at that moment). Since I come from a small town, the theater wasn’t that great, and we are both tall so we didn’t have enough room for our legs. I remember he put his leg on the side, under mines, so I could cuddle against him.


2: Talk about your first kiss. 

Kiss kiss, or kiss peck?

My first peck was with a girl in nursery school. I don’t remember her name though. We were playing princess game and she was supposed to be the prince, so we pecked.

My first kiss was in Quebec. I was there on holiday with my father and my younger sister, but my dad was working for his association and there were a lot of other French people. There was this dude who was a year older than me, and one night, we all did a fire camp. The both of us discussed about a lot of things, we took a walk and at one moment, he grabbed my hand and kissed me. I was 14 and I had no idea what to do xD

3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for. 

Well, BF had told me not to say too much about him on the internet, so I’m gonna respect his will. But just so you know, he is adorable.

4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far. 

I regret that I have listened to my high school teachers who told me it would be better to go to college because I was smart enough when I wanted to do a sandwich course. I would have get a professional formation and I would probably find jobs more easily.

5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had. 

I think it was last year, for my 25th birthday. Not only BF agreed for a piercing near the eye (he’s really scared of these things when the eyes are concerned), but also my sister and my mother came just for me all the way from Paris and our small hometown to Nantes.

6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.

I think it was my 10th birthday. I really wanted a computer, but my mom and my stepfather got me a rocking chair because I said I liked it at one of my mom friend’s place. When I saw the chair, I made a crisis and said I hated it and didn’t want it. No need to say my mother was really mad at me and I got grounded for a long period of time. Today I still have this rocking chair, even if it’s by my mom’s home, and I really love it.

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity. 

Two weeks ago I would have said it’s not being completely employed that stresses me really. But after my brain made my heart have an attack, I sincerely fear my mental state. I’m trying my best to avoid situations which would add to my anxiety.

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of. 

I left home when I was 17 to move in a biiiiig city (I come from countryside) where I know nobody but the friend who would be my room mate for a year. I managed to get through a lot on that year, as not being able to see BF every week, having to cook every meal and do my laundry all alone. My first year as a grown-up xD

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. 

I really like my eyes and my mouth. My eyes are brown and can get darker depending on my emotions, and I think I have a pretty sassy mouth. I like it even more when I put red lipstick on it x)

10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had. 

Apart from the girl whom I broke nose… Probably with my father. When I started dating BF, he ordered him to go to Paris to meet him. My father and I were acting really coldly toward each other at the time, and it ended my father being really a douche to BF (it’s been 9 years and BF is just starting to like him so… yeah). In addition, I was already in Paris for this meeting, I had to prepare all the food while not at my place (cause my father always said to my sister and me that it was his place, not our place), had to pick up BF at the station, and after the lunch I had to do all the cleaning. With BF watching. Better say I left with him after slamming the door. I didn’t talk to my dad for three months after that, and he tried to force me to come to Paris by keeping some money my grand-father wanted to give for me. I called my grandpa and explained the situation. Apparently, my father has been yelled at. Things started to improve when my first brother was born, almost a year after that event.

11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had. 

Ahah. Ah. Ah. I only remember the weird ones. 

12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.

After my parents got separated, I kept having the same dream where all my family (parents and sister) were in a labyrinth, and there were also clones of the three of them. I had to find the good ones or they would be stuck forever in there. But in the end I could never get the two “good” parents and generally I would wake up crying. I was 8.

13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. 

Seriously, I prefer not to talk about it. It was quite normal, so I don’t see anything interesting in it.

14: Talk about a vacation. 

I went to Firenze with BF two years ago for a week. We went because of Assassin’s Creed xD. It was awesome. We walked so much, like maybe… 60km in three days, Idk… Saw a lot of places, ate a lot of delicious food, and came back with lots of pictures and memories.

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life. 

High school was really great. Apart from the studies things and the numerous fights I had with my younger sister (our tastes differed really and it would create troubles), apart from my suicidal and self harming problems (which I started to deal with in the last year), I made unforgettable memories, had real friends and a lot of good experiences. And I didn’t have to worry about grownup things (bills and all).

16: Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to. 

I went to few parties, so probably my first one. It was by BF mother’s place, and everyone drank waaaaay too much. But it was fun. I danced a lot, kissed BF a lot (xD) and kept a lot in my mind to blackmail everyone.

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with. 

There so many people on Tumblr I wish I could be friend with. 

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school. 

Physical punishments are strictly forbidden in schools in France, but I had this music teacher who was old and who didn’t like kids at all. He was playing the piano while the class sang. One day, he put one of the turbulent boys under the piano and kicked him several times. Many parents reported to the director, but until I left school, the teacher was still here.

19: Talk about something that happened in middle school. 

There was a girl dormitory in the school and I lived just behind the school (my bedroom window gave on the playground). One of my friends was sleeping in the school, and one night there was a fire. My friend got really scared and one of the supervisor brought her to my flat so she could spend the night at my place (they had to find a place for all the girls).

20: Talk about something that happened in high school. 

So I’ve already told about the girl whose nose I broke… Let me think… When I was in second year of high school, there were massive strikes against a reform about education. Some students from a different school intruded into mine in order to break things (windows, doors, tables, …) and our director made a speech with the micro to tell teachers to lock the door of the classrooms while the police was on its way. And I had this girl in my class who made a huge panic attack and asthma crisis because we could hear the guys passing in the corridors and hitting the walls. It was really scary actually. 

21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down. 

It happened on the first year of high school. After my first boyfriend had ditched me, I went out with a girl, but kind of secretly (she didn’t want people to know, and I didn’t care). And one day, with a group of 4 guy friends, we went to Disneyland for the whole day. Each of the four guys confessed at different time of the day, and I had to say no to every one. It didn’t break our friendship, but I was quite surprised at the time.

22: Talk about your worst fear. 

I have many fears. And I don’t take into account the thing like snake fear or else, I’m talking about serious fears. This will sound a little cliché, but being apart from BF is one of them. He is the person who manages to calm me down lately and he knows too well how to deal with me, so… Actually, no BF would mean no Cha.

23: Talk about a time someone turned you down. 

… I don’t want to sound arrogant, but I actually never was turned down.

24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot. 

When my mother says she loves me and is proud of me. Even if I didn’t get my degree. She’s one of the persons I really don’t want to disappoint, so being told that she’s proud of me, every time I hear that, it makes me want to cry with happiness. 

25: Talk about an ex-best friend. 

That girl was my room mate the first year I arrived in Nantes. We both had a really bad temper, and the problem was she didn’t do anything (no cleaning, no laundry, nothing). I like it when everything is clean and tidy, and it clashed often between the two of us. In the end, she left Nantes because “it wasn’t hype enough, on the contrary of Paris”… Yeah. Stupid.

26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick. 

Most of the time, I’m gonna grab my comforter, encircled myself in it and sit on the couch, playing video games. Or I will sleep a lot. My cats like to cuddle a lot with me when I’m sick.

27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body. 

I like eyes. Mirror of the soul, right xD?

28: Talk about your fetishes. 

I don’t have any… OK, fiiiine. I have something for collarbones and pelvic bones. I like  to bite and nibble there a lot.

29: Talk about what turns you on. 

Being pinned against the wall. When BF does that, I’m responding almost immediately.

30: Talk about what turns you off. 

Smells. If the person stinks (and it also can be too much perfume), I won’t be able to be in the mood, I’m just gonna pinch my nose.

31: Talk about what you think death is like. 

Clearly, I think there is nothing. We die, and that’s all. No soul or something going into another world.

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood. 

My mother’s parents had this huge secondary residence in the countryside, with a big big garden. We used to meet with all my mother’s family and my sister and I would play with our cousins. 

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad. 

Generally I lay on the bed and listen to music. I imagine stories (this is why I have so many indie muses), I think about how my life is going, how I want it to go…

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured. 

My fake heart attack. I got under the impression my throat and my chest were being squeezed by a steamroller, I couldn’t move, couldn’t breath anymore. I had this huge stabbing pain in my chest too, in the place of my heart. Since I didn’t mange to breath correctly, I ended up collapsing.

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing. 

I wish I could stop biting my nails. It’s a really bad habit I’ve had since I was a kid, and no matter what I try, I always end up biting again.

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures. 

I’m pretty fond of lollipops. It’s rare if there’re none at home. I’ll go more easily for the fruits tasting ones.

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. 

When I was in middle school, there was a guy I had a big crush on. We ended up being friends and I realized soon enough I wasn’t in love with him (I never confessed). I had an immense respect and admiration for him, because soon after that he started showing openly that he was gay.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. 

Flyleaf’s songs remind me of my dear friend Mae. Good Charlotte’s first albums remind me of my band in high school, cause we really loved it. Texas’ songs makes me think about my mother. Skunk Anansie’s Brazen and Secretly remind me of my father. And Metronomy’s Heartbreaker reminds me of my sister and the festival we went to together three years ago.

39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier. 

I wish I had known earlier that eventually I would like cooking. I would have started practicing earlier xD (I could spend my week-end cooking and baking sometimes)

40: Talk about the end of something in your life.

The end of my university studies was a real relief for me. I doubled my last year of licence and didn’t get my degree from 0.12 point. I was really pissed and just wanted to stop all of it. I staid unemployed for two months after that, and became really less stressed and more happy with my life. It also marked the end of my student job in a supermarket, which was really a nightmare for three years.

It took me two days, but I did it xD !

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We were tryna help Cha get her co worker back alive in the office

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He moved. He is alive!
He won’t talk though.

Every Tumblr user ever
Me when I joined Tumblr: How do I start using this thing
Me now: How do I stop using this thing
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”Women aren’t funny”



”Nobody wants to see ensemble women comedies”



”Women can’t write good action stories”



”Women can’t direct good movies”



”Women aren’t good authors”



”Women can’t be action stars”